Friendships, Boys and Train Rides
First post of 2016 and it's a dark,cold evening in November. Going to be completely honest i have got out of my Pj's since Saturday evening, what a great way to start off the blog.
But this is the reason why i am here now. I started thinking,. ( i don't do it a lot!) When i am bored or have a spare five minutes i liked to read blog posts - shocker every blogs now! and while on the way home from a trip to London with my two best friends, one of them started talking about a blogger she loves, and her contact is all about her relationships and dating. especially her tinder dates.
Don't worry this blog won't be full of Boys and heart ache.. blah, blah blah. but it had me thinking, everyone experiences life different. And everyone has friends or friendship group and you always have different type of people with in them.
You have the friend who is more 'more mature for her age'
The one who ' just gets on with it.'
The friend who 'always seems to be one step ahead of you'
The other friend who 'thinks they are better then the rest.'
The Friend who is 'Best person you will ever met, who is always your partner in crime.'
And then there is you ' the joker/ the fail of the group.'
And Yep you guessed correct, that type is me. By now your wondering what is this blog going to be all about? Well it's going to be about the all times in my life that I've tried to get my shit together,the times were i laughed with my friend and travelled. Found times tough with friendship and work. This is the balancing act of one 21 year.
There is always times in your life were you come to a stop at a cross road. Not knowing for to think or how to act. And for me and my friendship group we hit that hit 2 months ago.
And the cross road subject is 'friend's boy friends'
I am now the only single friend for our group, correction i have the only single person i know from any of my friends.
And it's become a little tricky for me, it was hard enough having three friends with boyfriend's. but now all of them do and not that i don't think they are great and all but i don't go and meet up with my friends that i haven't seen in weeks to talk about their boyfriends! and yes a little gossip now and then is great but i am talking 24 hours of texting and moaning or discussing subject about being in a relationship.
For me the best part of my life is my family and friends, and when i haven't my friends is ages all i want to do is have a laugh and catch up for these days there are difficult lets just say.
I try and make plans and they always back fire in my face. and even if they are free, they just sit there on their phones texting their bloody boyfriends its so frustrating to get a good conversation out of any of them now really.
Some people might think i am a complete bitch for saying this but i feel like it happens to everyone who has friends. and it might sound selfish for me to say this but i feel like they don't really care.
and no i am not crying into my pillow munching on bars of chocolate like i do most days. i just feel like there is more to life then boys!
I guess i just want them to notice me a little bit more and when we do meet up they stay off the phones and enjoy the conversation.
Till next time (Drops the laptop looking epic but breaks some keys.)
